"I" statements

I am angry.

I don't want to feel angry anymore.

I want to let go, let go of the past, the hurt, all of the emotions, whether they be positive or negative, on top of this anger. I have a life apart from this anger, and I want to live it, and stop being so distracted by the things that I can't seem to let go of. I don't want to talk about it anymore, I want to move ahead. I'm having recurring nightmares about what my anger's surrounding, and it sucks that my subconscious is focusing on my anger alone.

I don't think I've been this angry for so long, I'm used to forgiving others and moving on. I was good at it, I don't know what happened.. my pride has held me back, I guess. 

I feel powerless and chalk FULL of emotion. Of anger. I need to figure out how to get rid of this. I've talked about forgiveness with my friends a lot recently, and for some reason I'm not able to grasp it competently anymore. I might have lost myself. That scares me.